Desert Sea

Every moment, 

the desert sea surprises me 

the euphoric beauty it creates,

And it takes more 

than an open eye to see it. 

It’s a feeling.

.

Ive been wrong for many things. 

Guilty, shameful, resentment.

And these aren’t feelings 

I think about everyday, 

and I no longer dwell on it 

like I use to

but I experience them 

every once in a while. 

I’m not perfect. Who is?

.

But here, 

I feel brand new, 

like being born again, 

with extra sparkles. 

I have no worries. 

I am odd and corky; 

I love that about myself. 

That is who I am. 

There’s no pretending here. 

There is no judgement. 

I don’t feel this city high 

expectations kind of bullshit. 

As if there’s absolutely nothing 

to worry about. 

Nothing at all. 

Just live. Live your story. 

We make mistakes 

and nobody fucking cares here. .

Learn to accept the evolvement of life 

and yourself, they say. 

You do you, they say

Do whatever you feel, they say 

Love yourself, they say. 

Be free and be wild, they say.

.

Damn.