From Near-Death to New Life

Throughout my life, the concept of near-death experiences has lingered in my mind, ever since my miracle in 2012, when I had a profound encounter that changed my perspective forever. I remember the moment vividly—being murdered in cold blood, leaving my body, floating in a realm of light and peace, and glimpsing what many describe as the afterlife. Though what had happened in the flesh was a dark moment, the presence of grace was a beautiful, surreal experience that left me both exhilarated and contemplative.

In the years that followed, I became captivated by the mysteries of existence, the thin veil between life and death. There was an undeniable pull to explore these experiences further, to understand what lies beyond our earthly confines. Yet, fear held me back. The thought of venturing not only my story but others – confronting the fragility of life, was daunting. I often found myself torn between curiosity and apprehension, wrestling with the desire to delve deeper into this realm while grappling with the potential risks involved.

Lately, however, a newfound energy has begun to course through me. It feels as if a gentle hand is guiding me, encouraging me to embrace the journey that has been calling me for so long. There’s a sense of urgency mixed with excitement, as if the universe is nudging me toward exploration and understanding. I can feel the walls of fear starting to crumble, making way for curiosity and wonder to flourish.

This shift in perspective has ignited a spark within me—a desire to not only explore near-death experiences but to embrace the journey of self-discovery that accompanies it. In many ways, this mirrors the journey of marriage. Both experiences challenge us to confront our deepest fears, to venture into the unknown, and to embrace the transformative power of connection.

Society often implies that marriage could be the death of you—a loss of identity, freedom, or individuality. But perhaps marriage is not a death at all; rather, it’s a rebirth, a transformation that allows you to become the person you couldn’t be before. It’s an evolution, like a phoenix rising from the ashes or, more playfully, like a Pokémon leveling up—a new version of yourself, more powerful, more attuned, yet still fundamentally you. Some may say you lose yourself in marriage, but perhaps it’s not a loss—it’s an evolution, a shedding of the ego to embrace a higher, more interconnected self.

I realize now that this exploration isn’t just about seeking answers to life’s greatest mysteries, but also about discovering more about myself and my capacity for growth. Marriage, too, is a profound journey of self-discovery—one that requires us to confront our insecurities, expand our understanding of partnership, and build something greater than ourselves. Each day, I feel more inclined to step into the unknown, whether it’s the exploration of the afterlife or the commitment to a lifelong partnership, both are journeys that deepen my understanding of life, death, and everything in between.

As I stand on the precipice of this new adventure—both in marriage and in the exploration of the mysteries that intrigue me—I am filled with a mix of anticipation and trepidation. I don’t know exactly how either journey will unfold, but I trust that the guiding hand I feel will lead me to where I need to be. With an open heart and a willingness to embrace both the mysteries of existence and the challenges of marriage, I am ready to explore the depths of my soul and the vastness of love. The journey ahead promises to be both challenging and enlightening, and I am eager to take the first step into the unknown.