Happy New Year ’18

New Year’s is the most anxious day of the year for me.

I’m always afraid.

But, last night, I celebrated and danced all night.

Sober.

I had fun by myself.

It felt so good to let go. To not give a shit. To be free.

Everybody was jealous. I can see it.

I love this feeling.

To love myself.

I’m so fucking proud of me.