Happy New Year ’18

New Year’s is the most anxious day of the year for me.
I’m always afraid.
But, last night, I celebrated and danced all night.
Sober.
I had fun by myself.
It felt so good to let go. To not give a shit. To be free.
Everybody was jealous. I can see it.
I love this feeling.
To love myself.
I’m so fucking proud of me.